Thursday, September 30, 2010


How many times will I have to endure.
How many times do I have to tell you.
How many times you have to test me.
How many times. HOW many times.

I don't know if I want to endure this again.
It's too much. I am so deeply hurt.
My heart was torn into pieces and now the pieces is torn into tiny bits of blood.
It's flowing somewhere I don't want to know.
I don't have the heart to give my love to someone else anymore.

Please.. stay away from me..


Monday, September 27, 2010

UMS 8th Batch Aquaculture

Friday, September 24, 2010

How to Choose a Life Partner

I found this article coincidentally (yeah right Steffy) just now. Nah. I just want to share these tips with people who is still trying to find their life partner/ soul mate. Courtesy of

How to Choose a Life Partner

Couple who falls deeply in love is not able to make a conscious choice whether their partner is suitable for them in life. Unfortunately, we have to choose the right life partner sooner or later in our life regardless of the situation. Below are some tips you can use to find the right partner.

Trust your Instinct

Regardless how you love your partner, your instinct plays a very important role in determining whether your partner is suitable or not. If you feel that your partner is not reliable or not trustable in the first few dating, you can forget seeing him or her. On the other hand, if you feel comfortable with someone right from the start, there is a bright chance that he or she will be a good partner.

Effective Communication

A partner who can communicate well is someone who can tell you all about his or her feeling openly. At the same time he or she is able to listen and understand your feeling effectively. This type of person will make a good life partner as you can openly express anything without any fear.

Matching Expectation

Sometimes you will tell whether a person is a good life partner by looking at his or her expectation towards relationship, life or hobbies. You will have a better chance of leading a good life with someone who has the similar expectation. For example, you will indirectly live a better life if both you and your partner love traveling.

Good Behavior

The behavior of a person speaks a lot when it comes to choosing a life partner. Choosing a partner who is polite, patience, caring and understanding will have a good impact towards your romantic relationship.

Optimistic Outlook

Someone who has a positive or optimistic outlook towards life makes a better partner as compared to one who is negative or pessimistic. Emotions are contagious and optimism is what you look or want if your life.


Choose a partner who is affectionate towards you and your family. Affectionate person is someone you feel nice and loved when you are with him or her. This will ensure that your relationship will last a very long period.

Life Balance

How balance is your partner’s life, if they can combine working, leisure and learning effectively then he or she will make a good life partner. Someone who has a balance life will live a better life and longer. He or she is whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.   

Although there are more factors in determining whether a person can be a good life partner but you can use the above factors as a hint when committing to a more serious relationship.

* I don't think we can find our true soul-mate which fulfills all the above criteria. Maybe some of the criteria la but not all kan.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

I must be strong

I am strong because I am a superwoman.

Must be strong for you.

Sunday, September 19, 2010


What would you do if you are in a dilemma?

Friday, September 10, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010!!

The time of the year comes again!

Selamat Hari Raya~
Kepada saudara serta saudari~
Setahun hanya sekali~
Merayakan hari yang mulia ini~~




Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I need a job.

Currently, I am unemployed for 2 weeks now. Been searching and searching for a job but failed. I have tried walk-in interview, e-mailing resumes, newspaper ads and calling them for an interview.

'We require a person who can do accounting and know how to type in Chinese'

'We will call you for a second interview'

'We will contact you back'

'It is impossible for us to pay that amount for an inexperienced person'

'Why didn't you go for what you expert in (Fisheries)'


There are a lot of jobs but only one will be the job I wanted.



No company wants to hire a fresh graduate and paying them more than RM1K


Hello. I am a fresh graduate from UMS and I am looking for a permanent job. I specialized in fisheries industry.

Thank you.

However, I want to do admin/ clerical work so badly (to gain experience) but nobody wants to hire an inexperienced and a fresh graduate some more by paying at least RM1K.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

The Catholic 10 Commandments

Celebrated my grandfather's death anniversary that day. I think it had been 20 years plus since he left us. I didn't have any memories about him. I was still small when he passed away.

We invited Father Felix for a memorial prayer for remembrance. Did I get his name right? Lazy to ask my mum bah. Haha~ Correct me if I'm wrong Aunt Allison/ Kakak Mimie :)

Before we began the prayer, Father Felix gave a short sort-of-faith-enhancement speech shall I say. Long story short (it was supposed to be a surprise bah this), he mentioned about The 10 Commandments. Here they are: (usually taught during Sunday school - for Catholic kids)

   1.  I am the LORD your God. You shall worship the Lord your God and Him only shall you serve.
   2. You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain.
   3. Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.
   4. Honor your father and your mother.
   5. You shall not kill.
   6. You shall not commit adultery.
   7. You shall not steal.
   8. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.
   9. You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.
  10. You shall not covet your neighbor's goods.

I heard that other religions have these commandment too and it's more or less the same. Well, I am not surprised at all because there is only one God.

It's hard to obey all commands but if we want to be saved when we die, we better start becoming a better person. Personally, no. 8 is the hardest one. Oh please help me to become more like you Lord.

How can we ever stop talking about other people, speculate something when we saw someone, gossiping and etc. ?

Think about it..

May God bless us all. Amen.

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